THEORIZATIONS OF LIFE, HEREDITY, AND A SUPREME BEING



COPYRIGHT 2004 BY SHALENE BILLIE HOLMES





ADULTHOOD


We are born with all the love and emotions of the angels ...

but the sins of the flesh slowly chips away at those qualities,

as the years go by ...

as we are shoved into adulthood by company seeking miserians,

the lost children ...

the destroyers of innocence ... the adult.


THE FICTITIOUS ADULT


And it takes an adult to understand

why the bible states that

we must become as children, again ....

that we must be reborn ...

we must become as children ...

to attain the peace and contentment of paradise.


I feel this is another plus

for becoming a recluse ...

for a recluse can try to maintain

what's left of his, or her, humanity,

what is left of his, or her,

natural qualities .....

qualities that have been marred,

many even destroyed,

by the greed and prejudices

of a know-it-all society

of overly-judgemental two-faced elders ...

for these are the ones that teach us

the sins of the father ... the sins of mankind.

These are the ones that teach us

prejudice, greed, and selfishness.

These are the ones that infect the child

with the black plagues of inhumanity.



HOW DO WE FIX IT?



You already know the answers to that question!



You were born with those answers!



"OUT OF THE MOUTH OF BABES!"







BELIEVE


The minute you stop believing,

that is the minute

you have lost control

of your own soul!



BELIEVE IN EVERYTHING!



Believe in Mother Nature,

for she is the beginning,

she corrects our mistakes,

she cleanses ... she purifies,

she creates ... she beautifies,

she calms ... she awakens,

she is the beginning and the end!


Believe in Mother Nature,

for she holds the keys

to life and death,

she holds the key

to eternity.


Believe in Mother Nature,

for she is eternity.



BELIEVE IN EVERYTHING!



Believe in Monsters,

for they are everywhere,

and one can not fight against

that which one does not believe in ...

and it is that which we disbelieve

that will be our undoing.


Believe in Monsters,

for they are everywhere ...

they are in our places of learning,

they are in our places of prayer,

they are in our halls of justice,

molesting our children,

raping democracy.


Believe in Monsters,

for they invade our hearts

and devour our souls ...

with false hopes

and false loves.



BELIEVE IN EVERYTHING!



Believe in the Occult Sciences,

for they hold the keys to knowledge.


Numerology, Astronomy, Mathmatics,

Bio-rythms, Palmistry, Tarot ...

every land, every kingdom,

has its own occult sciences,

and all are worthy of discovery,

provided they are deemed to be benificial

to life, liberty, and love ...


for to harm another

is harm all.



BELIEVE IN EVERYTHING!

Believe in Fairies,

believe in Gnomes,

believe in Fairy Tales,

believe in Santa Claus,

believe in God ...


believe in you.







CHRISTMAS


Christmas is a very special time of year,

it is a time when you have a gift

for making others feel

all warm and cuddly

deep within,

just by giving,

unconditionally,

whatever you can give

in an attempt

to create a smile within.


And while you are at it .....


remember those that serve your needs

on a daily, weekly, or monthly, basis.


The person that delivers your mail,

and those that deliver your packages.

Your ever so helpful Pharmacist,

and your most capable doctor.

People you see on a regular basis,

you may not even know their names,

like a bus driver, a maintenance man,

that offer up a friendly smile

whenever they see you.


Wouldn't it be nice

to show them your gratitude,

to offer them some holiday cheer?


YOU CAN!


YES, YOU CAN!


It's so simple ...

with a simple greeting card,

or a little inexpensive box of chocolates ...


because


IT TRULY IS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS

MOST OF ALL!






TO CLONE, OR NOT TO CLONE?



THAT IS THE PRIMARY QUESTION!

We are a race of beings that slaughters

for food, for clothing, and for sport,

shall we also clone our luxuries,

so we can someday say

IT'S OKAY, DAHLING,

THESE ANIMALS WERE CLONED

FOR THERE FURS!


The problem is ...

cloning a human-being

would prove my theory

that you are your parents.

You are everything your father was

up to the moment of conception,

you are everything your mother was

up to the moment of your birth.

Every thought,

every action,

reaction, and experience,

written into your DNA

at the moment of conception.

Every thought,

every action,

reaction, and experience,

written into subconcious

from conception to birth.


And it is all imprinted

upon your personality,

as a basecoat.

But most people don't believe this theory,

just as they didn't believe my theory

that we are what our childhoods made of us ...



funny thing is ...



twenty-five years down the road ...

and now they believe it!







DEATH


It is said

that the movement of a corpse

is a mere muscle spasm ...

but what if they are wrong?


What if we just do know how,

YET,

to measure lifeforce

after a person ceases to breathe?


What if the corpse

is not really a corpse at all?


What if we can still feel,

but our new state of being

keeps us from moving?


NOW, THAT'S SCARY!


Think of it .....


if we can still feel,

then think of this ...

everything

that Marilyn Monroe

went through in life

was nothing

compared to her autopsy!



Ummmmmmmmmmm,



if anyone asks



I'M TOTALLY AGAINST

AUTOPSIES,

AND

CREMATION!



I don't know about you,

but I've been through enough pain

during my existance on this easth ...


when I die,

PLEASE,

be kind to that which remains of me.









DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RIGHT & WRONG


It is said that the greatest of scholars

can not answer this one question ...


WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE

BETWEEN RIGHT AND WRONG?


The answer is so obvious,

because we are born with the answer.


That which does not create good ... is bad!

That which hinders healthy growth ... is bad!

That which is unforgiving ... is bad!

That which inhumane ... is bad!


right ... wrong ... healthy ... unhealthy ...


SEE WHAT I MEAN ... YOU KNEW THAT!







ECHOES


Everything you do ... effects the rest of your life,

as well as effecting the other lives around you!

A good example would be
if Charles Manson had not been abused as a child
would his murdered victims still be with us?

and

what would have become of Sharon Tate's unborn child?

Was that baby meant to discover a cure
for a disease like cancer, or A.I.D.S.?

A LITTLE TOO FAR FROM HOME?

How about this one?


APRIL 20TH, 1999


Could have a few friendly smiles

and a little bit of understanding

have prevented the Columbine Disaster?


AND


Could have a little understanding

and a touch of sincere compassion

have stopped a teen suicide or two?


ECHOES


Everything you do,

and/or should've done.

echoes through the world

ETERNALLY!






FAMILY


Relatives

are the family we're born with,

or tossed into,

through no choice of our own ...


Friends

are the family we've chosen,

or been chosen by,

so we'll never be alone.


REJOICE


AND PROTECT YOUR FRIENDSHIPS

WITH EVERY OUNCE OF YOUR BEING!






TRUTH


In seeking the truth, we must first find and accept the facts!

and, by the way,

what will you be doing

on

06/06/06






FADS ... WHAT'S IN


Fads are fun ...

they can bring us closer together

with those considered to be the IN CROWD,

and that can be TOTALLY AWESOME ...

just as long as the fad does not become you,

for that would be a slap in your own face,

for you are a unique individual ...

there's no one out there

that is exactly like you ...

YOU ARE AN ORIGINAL,

and to throw away your originality

in favor of being a carbon copy,

an impersonator,

of someone else ... well ...

its beneath you ... totally beneath you!


Have fun with fads ... but don't loose yourself doing it!


Develop your own personal style ...

and let the world copy you!


And remember ... without individuality

there would never have been a

For Halle

LINK TO: Heaven

LINK TO: Heaven

LINK TO: Heaven

LINK TO: Heaven


LINK TO Elvis Memorial


AND


YOU!







FRIENDSHIP


Barbra Streisand once confirmed

a belief I have grown firm with,

and I shall always cherish

that validation of my beliefs,

for that is truly all we have in life

that we can take with us to the next ...

OUR BELIEFS ... OUR CONVICTIONS!

The belief I speak of is this,

WORDS ARE POWER

I feel very strongly that words are power,

for they alone can spell out your destiny ...

HOW?


BECAUSE YOU ARE KNOWN

BY THE WORDS

THAT COME DIRECTLY FROM YOUR OWN MOUTH!


So, I have always tried my very best

to say exactly what I feel,

and to say it as honestly as possible.

I have always tried not to use words

that are ugly, hateful, or hurtful.

And I have always tried my best

not to use words falsely.

What does that mean?

It means ...

BEING HONEST

with everyone possible,

but especially with yourself!


MYSELF?


One can not be honest with others,

if one is not entirely honest

with one's self!


AND 99% OF US LIE TO OURSELVES ALL DAY, EVERYDAY!


What are these lies?


1. I PROMISE!

2. MAYBE!

3. I'LL CALL YOU BACK!

4. I'LL DO IT TOMOROW, FOR SURE!

5. I'D NEVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT!

6. I'D NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT YOU!

7. I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, NO MATTER WHAT!

8. THAT COULD NEVER HAPPEN TO ME!

9. HEAR NO EVIL, SPEAK NO EVIL, DO NO EVIL!

10. THEY WOULDN'T DO THAT, THEY'RE MY FRIENDS!


Are they really your friends?

In most cases ..... probably not!


FRIEND


That is one of the most powerful words

in any language, lifestyle, region,

and/or national primary!


Its one of the major things

that can make any candidate

a total winner, or a born loser!


GOOD FRIENDS ... AND ... FALSE-FRIENDS!


What is a good friend?

A GOOD FRIEND IS AN ANGEL!

Seldom seen,

for they are as rare

as are real friends,

and if we are so very lucky

to actually meet one of these

TRULY RAREST GEMS

we should thank our lucky stars,

GOD AND ALL THE HEAVENS,

and we should cherish this angel,

for we have been singled out,

amoungst a multitude

to be gifted with one

that finds us

to be of great importance,

and truly wants nothing more

than to be our friend,

to laugh with us,

and to try to make us laugh

in the middle of our worse rainfalls ...

to cry with us,

and to try to comfort us

with tender words from the soul ...

and when so very needed,

to be our protector, our guide,

our confidant, our strength,

our leader, our follower,

our honesty, our humanity,

our champion,


OUR FRIEND!



THAT IS WHAT A FRIEND IS ... AND SO MUCH MORE!



How many angels do you know?




To be a friend, an angel,

you must care about someone

as deeply as you care about yourself,

and if you don't deeply care about yourself<

then you can't care about anyone else!



LEARN TO BE YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND,

THEN YOU'LL KNOW HOW TO BE AN ANGEL!




Do I really need to tell you what a false friend is?!




..... okay .....




THEY'RE THE ROSE BUSHES WITHIN OUR DAILY LIVES!

THEY'RE EVERYBODY THAT ISN'T AN ANGEL!

THEY'RE WOLVES WITH PRETTY SMILES!


SSSSSoooooooo,

do me a little favor,

remember this one important thing ...

IT'S YOUR WORLD,

YOUR SPECIAL PARADISE,

YOUR PARTY,

and you get to say

who stays and who leaves!







MONKEY SEE, MONKEY DO!


It's the same thing that started me smoking,

and the same thing that helped me to quit ...

with a lot of help from my guardian angel!


It's the same thing that got me to try marijuana,

the same thing that got me to try acid,

and the same thing that kept me away from heroin!


Is it the same thing that makes us abuse others,

to cheat our friends and families?

Is it the same thing that tells us lying is okay,

that murder by reason of passion is acceptable?


MONKEY SEE, MONKEY DO!


YES!


People will argue the point,

they have for centuries,

pay no attention,

because its one of those arguements you can't win!

Just keep telling yourself,

MONKEY SEE, MONKEY DO,

especially while watching television!

And remember,

just because most of America beats their kids,

that doesn't make it the right thing to do!




VIOLENCE SOLVES NOTHING,

but it does create more violence!




SMOKING CIGARETTES IS UNHEALTHY,

AND THEY WILL KILL YOU!




PEOPLE THAT CAN NOT BE TRUSTED ... LIE!

THEY CHEAT, THEY STEAL,

THEY'LL STAB YOU IN THE BACK!




A LIE IS A LIE IS A LIE IS A LIE!

NO MATTER HOW BIG OR HOW SMALL!




PROFANITY IS AS UGLY AS UGLY CAN GET!




If you want to be a better person,

if you want to be truly different,

if you want to be a true original,

pay all the attention in the world to

MONKEY SEE, MONKEY DO,

and make the best decisions you can!

Because, in the end,

its what you did in your lifetime

that you will be remembered for!


I happen to like the idea of being called

SWEET, GENEROUS, THOUGHTFUL, AND A REAL LADY,

instead of a selfish bitch

that'll stab you in the back

the first chance she gets!

Because a real lady, and a real gentleman,

are treasured and more apt to be protected

somewhat like the memories of Elvis & Marilyn!


OF COURSE I HAVE FUN ... LOADS OF IT ...

BUT IT'S FUN I WON'T REGRET TOMORROW!


I HOPE!








MOTHER NATURE


I have been referred to, or diagnosed, as

a probable genius ... whatever that means.


I am assuming that it means that I have an ability

that the average human-being either doesn't have,

or perhaps doesn't make use of ...

common sense?

heeding the voices within?

open to nature of things?


Whatever it is ... I call it my angel ...

sort of ... my own inner religion ...

which combines proven facts, or science,

with intuition, common sense, and faith.


In this ... so called religion ...

I believe in a supreme power,

which governs all and everything ...

and I believe that nature,

also known as Mother Nature,

was created, by the supreme power,

to govern this world of ours.


In regards to Mother Nature,

we have seen her many moods,

have felt her fury,

have witnessed her breath-taking beautifications.

But there is so much more to Mother Nature,

for she is also the protector, and the corrector,

of everything that exists within her realm.


At one time, eons ago,

earth's major enemy was the dinosaur ...

they are no more ... which is truly a shame,

for not all dinosaurs were enemies of life,

but then, not all were destroyed either.

If they had been ... there would be

no animals left on earth.


Can you imagine what earth's major enemy is now?


MAN!


I didn't say WOMAN!

I'm talking militant, in your face,

lets blow somebody out of this world ... MAN!


HMMMMMMMMM .....


Perhaps that is why nature creates homosexuals,

a gentler man for a gentler world ...

plus the fact that such helps rectify

the earth's over-populaltion problems!


THINK ABOUT IT!


ARE YOU MOTHER NATURE'S FRIEND,

OR HER WORTHLESS, AND QUITE EXPENDABLE, ENEMY?








PARENTING


When a child wants a pet,

the parent says ...


You'll have to take care of it!

You'll have to feed it and bathe it!

You'll have to walk it and play with it!

It'll be your responsibilty ... all yours!



And that is what parenting is all about too!!!!!



A child doesn't ask to be born,

it's all the parent's idea ...

and that is where the responsibilty lay,

solely with the child's parents!



A child is a gift from God,

a gift to be treasured and protected,

for this is a gift that is created

from the complete DNA,

MIND, BODY, AND SOUL,

OF THE PARENTS!



But remember one thing ...

though the parent is responsible,

for this child ... this gift,

TIL DEATH DO THEY PART,

no one can own a human-being!



PARENTING!



It means unconditional love ... no matter what!


It means total dedication ... no matter what!


It means complete trust ... no mater what!


It means continual protection ... no matter what!


It means absolute honesty ... no matter what!


THAT IS PARENTING!



If you are not ready

to dedicate your entire life

to being the best parent in the world,

you are not ready to have a child!



Because you'd just be ruining another life!



PERHAPS A MULTITUDE OF LIVES!







PREDATOR PRIESTS


I prefer to speak on subjects

that affect me, personally,

and when it comes to SEXUAL PREDATORS,

I was like a magnet to sexual predators ...

when I was a child.


The worse sexual predator on earth

is a PREDATOR PRIEST ... why?

Because their acts attack your entire being!


We are raised to believe in God,

we are raised to believe that God with help us

when we need to be helped most of all ...

we are raised to believe in churches,

as being the one place on earth

that is safe from evil,

a place where our every prayer

will definately be heard!


We are raised to believe

that the church is our santuary,

and that when all else fails,

when there is no one left to trust,

there is one person left ...

your very last hope ...

A PRIEST!




BUT .....




what happens when you're a child,

an abused child that has lost all hope,

a child that walks around in a fog,

confused, bruised, verbally abused,

day after day after day after day,

and scared to death of everyone on earth ...

a child totally whipped and de-spirited,

and your psychiatrist decides to ask a Priest

to help her to break down those Fort Knox walls

you have built around you for self-preservation,

and that priest uses this as an opportunity

to molest the child .....


what happens to the child?




I CAN TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENS




ETERNAL INNER CONFLICTS AND TURMOIL!




The child grows-up

to be a total disaster area,

a child with a magnitude of tears,

a child that sits on the ground,

rocking back and forth and back and forth,

saying ... over and over and over again ...

"nobody cares, nobody loves me, nobody cares, nobody loves me."


AND NOBODY DID.



The child grows-up

unable to trust anyone at all,

a child with a magnitude of fears,

a child that hides under his bead,

holding his breath for as long as possible,

thinking ... over and over and over again ...

"everybody wants to hurt me, everybody wants to hurt me."

AND EVERYBODY DID.




The child grows up

to be one of the loneliest people on earth,

whom ... at the very worse of times ...

can't do the one thing

that his soul pleads with him to do ...



GO TO CHURCH AND PRAY FOR HELP!



Because there is no sanctuary,

just beautiful churches

filled with demons



And that is why the worse predator on earth


is a PREDATOR PRIEST!



Because they are the final confirmation that


nobody loves me, nobody cares,

everybody wants to hurt me,


I am all alone ...

and

worthless.








ROLE MODELS


We must be very careful

with whom we choose to be our role models,

but more importantly,

we must be even more careful

with whom we keep as our role models.


When our role models cross the line

we must not cross than line too,

for we would be doing ourselves

a great injustice,

as great an injustice

as our ex-role models have done

themselves and us.


Many of us already live our lives

on constant watch,

it is call self-preservation ...

that would explain the wane in popularity

when a mega-popular movie idol

plays the part of a drug dealer,<

as when Brad Pitt did,

or a child molester/rapist,

as did Kevin Bacon ... TWICE!


Movie Stars have a huge responsibility,

and that responsibility exists

because they become our role models,

as do our parents, our teachers,

our authority figures,

and our governmental and religious leaders,

whether they want to or not,

it is a huge part of their existance

in their chosen profession and life.



TRUTH BE KNOWN,

ROLE MODELS SHOULD EXIST

FOR HOW THEY HAVE LIVED THEIR LIVES

FOR MORE THAN JUST A FEW MOVIE-MAKING WEEKS.



If you are looking for role models,

try your local library ...

there are plenty of them

listed under

BIOGRAPHIES

or

HISTORY.



You have a better chance of not being hurt,

deceived, or horribly shocked, and led astray,

by a role model that has already

ascended to heaven.



Some of my own role models are .....


DORIS DAY, AUDREY HEPBURN, ROCK HUDSON,
JOHN LENNON, ABE LINCOLN, ELVIS PRESLEY,
LADY DIANA SPENSER, AND MOTHER TERESA.






SAME SEX MARRIAGES


I believe in FREE LOVE,

and I believe in FREE WILL ...

for me to tell two people

that they cannot be married

because they are of different races,

different religious beliefs,

or are of the same physical gender,

that would be to take away

their God given rights!


As people, we tend to make Gods of ourselves,

by demanding that others be our mirror image,

we attempt, on a daily basis,

to change even their beliefs ...

more often than not,

we become downright demanding ...


which makes us no better

than a Hitler or a Hussein!


WE OUGHT TO BE AS ASHAMED OF OURSELVES


AS GOD IS!



Personally, marriage is out for me,

I just can not trust anyone that much,

but I encourage all others

to follow your heart ...

and if your heart's desire

is being hindered by those around you ...

find a place where you can live your life

as God created you to live your life!



By doing this ... you win ...

AND THE CREEPS YOU LEAVE BEHIND LOOSE!







PUNISHMENT


Punishment is not Love ...

punishment is punishment,

and it seldom fits the crime ...

more often it is far too severe

and encourages revenge!


We punish children

because we can!


And more often than not

our children bare the punishments

deserved by those we can not punish ...

our co-workers, our bosses,

other drivers, other relatives,

even predator priests.


They get away with everything

that our children, spouses, and lovers,

pay for in blood, sweat, and tears.



LET THE PUNISHMENT FIT THE CRIME?



Only God Is Capable of Doing That!



for e fil misetrably




Because society tends only to punish

those it can easily bully!




HOW'S YOUR GOLF SCORE ... O.J.?




And we punish those

that we supposedly love!




SOMETIMES



WE EVEN KILL THEM!







SECOND CHANCES


Never give anyone

a second chance

to hurt you again ...

for that is exactly

what they will do.


GUARANTEED!


Be very careful what you say

to a loved one ...

be very careful what you do

to a loved one ...

for you can never take it back,

and you can never start over,

not ever ... not never.






SUICIDE


Suicide Is The Perfect Murder!


Because the causes of suicide,

in most cases,

are usually somewhere else ...


working on their next victim.




OF THIS ... I WAS WELL EDUCATED!







WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND!


This means so much more

than we give it credit for ...

for it not only pertains to

KARMA ... REVENGE ... AND REWARDS ...

it also pertains to daily life.


Let me explain .....


if you surround yourself with those

that are creative,

you will become creative .....


if you surround yourself with those

that are destructive,

you will become destructive.


In this way ... you control your destiny,

you control how you are perceived by others,

and, more importantly,

how you perceive yourself!


How we treat others

results in how we are treated,

and how others are treated

by those whom we have affected

by the way we have treated them.


In this way ... in every way ...

what goes around, comes around.



HOWEVER ...



being kind, repectful, and fair, to all others,

does not guarantee that you will be treated

in the exact same manner

by the entire population of the world ...

it only guarantees that you ... yourself ...

are doing your best to create a better future,

and that the world is a far better place

for your having been a part of it!



IS THAT NOT A WORTHY EPITAPH?!



And I do not believe it stops there.


I believe in the power of the mind,

which is to say that the mind is all powerful,

and that it is capable of creating energy ...

both negative and positive.


In the positive form,

its proof is in prayer ...

as in ...

the prayers of a multitude

can create a much needed miracle.


If we cause others tho think of us

in a positive way ... in a positive light ...

then positive things will occur,

and the positive will out-weigh the negative.


Much like in a court of law ...

one's image often foretells the outcome.


SO, ALWAYS PUT YOUR BEST FOOT FORWARD,

AND KEEP YOUR IMAGE SNOWY WHITE!


BECAUSE .....


WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND!







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